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» Monday, May 31, 2010 / -7:54 PM

not my day

31 May 2010
I'm feeling very disappointed, how can she treated me like that? The most disappointing thing is that she did not tell me personally even I'm standing in front of her! She only tell me by sms through her friends. I'm feeling angry because why she don't tell me personally? Why, why, why? I hope that I will not see her again because it makes me feel more hurt after all. Now, I understand the feeling of rejection by someone. The most strangest thing is that I did not make any progress with her and rejection is the answer from her.
What can I do now? I have no choice, maybe that is fate. Suddenly, I feel a loss because she is the girl I love in my poly life. I wonder when can I meet another one?!
It's time for me to let go and concentrate on my common test next week. It's time to recover and lead a new life.